Monday ( April 22, 2012)

The more one were to engage in his or her life and try his or her best to live it up to the fullest limit, the more they realized the boundaries of life that could not be defied. When people say " never say never", and that anything is possible, they are speaking of only peculiar affairs. Such as you know, personal goals. They are not, indeed no, speaking of the issues and laws of life that humans had attempted unsuccessfully to overcome throughout the century. An excellent example being the human course of life and the human nature. Well, the sole reason that I am writing so negatively in my journal entry today was because I found out that I would not be able to go on that special opportunity I had been so eagerly anticipating to go on after all. All the excitement for nothing, that is another undefined situation of life, isn't it? Well, I still hope to make the most out of my summer vacation even if I don't get to go to the place that I wanted to go and accomplish the thing I wanted to accomplish. Anyway, I'd better hurry off to bed before it is too late. I've still got orchestra tomorrow. Sigh, another undeniable aspect o life. Why couldn't we just do what we please all day? Why not? I'm not usually the whining type, but today , especially now, I wonder why we couldn't just do what we wanted to do. Why?